sign... why must they argue AGAIN?? hello!! can i have some peace? haiz... in the end nobody's happy... and guess who's the victim? Me of cos. everybody comes complaining to me. and AGAIN i have to take sides and listen... but i know both of you have your own concerns and wants the best for the house. still... not necessary to argue until like that right. oh well! there goes my chance to say the good news... maybe some other day.

sorry folks! for not updating... been very busy these days... harp on almost everyday and piano one hour a day... by the time i start work!!! YAWNNNN... about 9 le. but its okay! everything will be okay in the end... i just have to hang on (: together with everyone else!!! haha. until next year! then YAY! i'm free from a lot of things... including PW!!! CHINESE!!! and piano (7hrs a week) !!! and by mid year... harp too. haha. only then will i really start mugging (:

in the mean time, everybody hang on kkz!!! lorraine... its ok to fail!!! everyone will have their first times (: i'm sure you are excelling in all ur other subjects yup! haha. mei xiu too! mugging alone is better thn not mugging at all!!! you still have us, (your everlasting mugging company)!!! hehehe. CHEER UP GUYS!

my new house!!! know all of you are curious! haha. dont worry! you are ALLLL welcomed!! soon soon(: guess what i like best? the swing!!! haha.

term exams was rather surprisely! didnt expect myself to get decent grades... considering that i didnt managed to finish ANY paper... oh! except chinese of cos.

haha. my best subject is VERY SHOCKINGLY still chinese! i mean... that's a good sign no doubt but stillllll....it used to be my WORST!

haha. managed to scrap an A for chem and maths and chinese! B for physics! sadly, econs got a D... ONE mark to C lei! if only i didnt forget to complete that qn!! save me from my forgetfulness... i thought econs felt the most satisfactory... but i guess high expectations comes along with great disappointment(: its better to under-expect. haha. worried for GP.... this one i seriously will fail... its the kind of sinking-will-fail feeling i felt when i stepped out of the examination hall...haha. ah well! i shall not cry over spilt mil!!! (: otherwise i will sound emo again! haha

dieeee.... today is such a lazy day. been procrastinatin my PW till now... hahaa. cant believe i watch tv!!! some random old taiwan drama... felt like centuries havent watched le! haha. definitely vanity!

wanted to write about our outing on WED! hahaha
dinner was fantastic! seafood platter! and durian with mango ice kachang! and a strawberry ice kachang!
ice kachang monster rocks!!! must go there again!!! hahaa
its one of the best nights out of the past few months...MISS YOU PPL!!!!
really really wish we were all in the same class now...
always encouraging and mugging together.
haha. bliss! deep down, i know we will always remain good friends together... probably even longer than our new jc friends? we'll never know... but times change... people change...
(:(:(:(:
recalled all the happy times we had(those that i could still rmb!) haha. and the usual bickers we had... raising our voices to be the ones heard... suan-ing one another of embarrassing moments...
must meet more more often! constantly updating on our lifes!! haha

p.s. i hope u got back ur ez-link cards! what a big sacrifice to make this meeting up possible (:
and i'm not emo!!!

Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back.
Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away. Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong. Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late.

woah! packed the WHOLE day(and night) yesterday...literally...
definitely F-U-N! except the occasional fact of finding some stuff that has rotted or the files and books that were covered in dust...threw away quite a number of stuff too! hope i wouldnt regret it...
worried about my stuff toys!! muahhaha. how am i supposed to pack them in? wat if they get wet or spoiled on the way? with the other heavy boxes...would they be squashed? when shd i pack them in? hahaha.

didnt realise i had quite a lot of clothes... about 3 boxes of things and 3 boxes of clothes! my clothes seems to be one of my major assets! hahaha.. and i realised that i'm actually quite broke,i.e. i have nothing that seems worth stealing... oh well! that is normal, right?

today was brilliant! went ikea to buy my study room chair and lamp and weighing scale!! YAY! i can weigh myself everyday... make sure i dont grow horizontally anymore! muahahaha
then it was MEATBALLS! and cheese cake and almond cake for dinner!!! super yummy! and i can go there in the future for discounted meatballs!!! yay!

27th JUNE 2008!!!
a longawaited day since the start of june hols!
muahahaha. the last day of term exams!
went for celebrations!
haha.
subway for lunch!
plus that yummy mango pamelo with sago. really really nice!
campus meeting was really refreshing!
i guess its totally different being the youngest one again...
just there to be constantly supplied and nourished by the older ones (:
enjoyed that hymn!
I've wandered far away from God,
now i'm coming home;
The paths of sins too long i've trod,
Lord, i'm coming home.
coming home, coming home,
nevermore to roam;
Open wide Thine arms of love;
Lord, i'm coming home!

p.s. whatever my results will be, i have learned to accept the fact that i've tried my best, its all i've got. (unless its careless mistakes...) no use brooding over it and becoming all anxious, even worse than the beginning...

a bit late. but for memories sake... haha. FATHER'S DAY was great!!! SIX durians by mistake. i brought three to celebrate then my dad himself brought three!!! haha. total: SIX!!! super yummy! ever since east malaysia trip, i LOVEEEE durians....haha. it really changed my taste for durians.

am i distracted?

Nearer each day to me,
Dearer each day to me,
This Person inside me is
Becoming reality.
Saving me, loving me,
Faith and hope giving me.
You're all the world to me
Jesus, my Lord.

Even when faith is small,
When there's no hope at all,
I hear Him say to me,
Trust in Me and you'll see,
That I'll supply all your needs,
If only you will believe.
All anxious doubts will cease,
While trusting in Me.

never cease to trust in Him!!!
He can be everything to you!!!
simply give yourself to the Lord(:

There is another immediate result of sin
the breaking down of fellowship with God.
To a Christian, fellowship with God is a most glorious privilege.
Such fellowship is the greatest blessing he can have.
However, if he sins, he will immediately lose his fellowship with God.
The Holy Spirit within him will grieve for him,
and the life in him will feel uncomfortable about his sin.
He will lose his joy as well as his fellowship with God.
Formerly, when he saw God's children,
he was warmly attracted to them,
but now he no longer feels that warmth;
there seems to be a barrier between him and them.
Formerly, prayer and Bible reading were sweet.
But now they have lost their sweetness;
he can no longer touch God.
Formerly, he treasured the church meetings very much;
when he missed one meeting, he felt that he had suffered a great loss.
But now the meetings are tasteless to him;
it no longer makes a difference whether or not he goes.
When he sees God's children, he wants to run away instead of meeting them.
Everything has changed. It is a serious thing for a person to sin after he is saved!
We must never be loose in our conduct.
We must never tolerate sin and must never give ground to it.


i really enjoyed this message! may we all be kept in the fellowship with God all the days of our lives!!!

has anything changed? friends will always remain as friends. right?

was it a mistake from the beginning? or is it my imagination? were those lies worth that moment of happiness?

EAST COAST PARK today!!!
was a great blending!!!
hehee...i taught you how to cycle!!!
biggg accomplishment!
plus the cycling's great...
except that injury...
haha. but its okay! (its nt my first time falling anyway)
actually i kind of expected i will fall... like worst...
oh well!
so fun....the weather was great!
and i was still worried cos it rained so heavily yesterday...
Praise the Lord!
YAY! hope that there will be more more blendings next time!!! hehee
p.s. plus my yummy yummy coconut juice...

HAPPY B DAE to ana and me! haha. Praise the Lord for preserving us in Him for four years already... cant believe i'm sooo old!!! haha. it was a great day!!! Jack's place for dinner... then that special dessert... wats that dessert called again? haha. cant remember... may the Lord continue to keep us abiding in Him always (: i really enjoyed today's outing!!! its like being lame together again. its the old us. haha
p.s. a happy train ride too.

learning how to let go.

I serve a risen Savior
He's in the world today.
I know that He is living,
Whatever men may say.
I see His hand of mercy;
I hear His voice of cheer;
And just the time I need Him
He's always near.

He lives, He lives,
Christ Jesus lives today!
He walks with me and
talks with me along life's narrow way.
He lives, He lives,
salvation to impart!
You ask me how I know He lives?
He lives within my heart.

In all the world around me
I see His loving care,
And though my heart grows weary,
I never will despair;
I know that He is leading,
Through all the stormy blast;
The day of His appearing
Will come at last.

Rejoice, rejoice, O Christian,
Lift up your voice and sing
Eternal hallelujahs
To Jesus Christ the King!
The Hope of all who seek Him,
The Help of all who find,
None other is so loving,
So good and kind.

where were you when i needed you most?
who will always be there for me? no human being can.

my piano sucks
my studies sucks
my relationship sucks
what am i good at?
a good for nothing...

even my new specs also broke.

a terrible day...
what can i do but cry?

did i made the wrong choice? i must learn to balance my studies and relationships in life. my centre and focus will always be the Lord (: the next in my priority list should be studies only...