finally over, that's the only relieving part i guess....haiz...its a lady examiner! i'm screwed. the last time i got a lady, i.e. grade 1, i got a 100/150... sounds good ya? but that's the passing grade! one mark lesser and i fail... haiz... what did i do wrongly bout my scales?? she was scribbling like mad after EACH scale! I thought the scales were ok but...so many things to write...something's wrong! and surprisingly she wrote soooooo little for my pieces... any NORMAL examiner would take a longer time to write about the pieces rather thn scales right? i barely had time to breathe btw my pieces and she said " i'm ready for the next piece if you are ready"... missed quite a number of notes... the expressions didnt sound correct... slips here and there... not consistent enough... am i bias against myself or am i bias against myself? haha. aural was a definite fail. i could see it on her face...the 'huh? are you sure this is correct?its obviously wrong!' look...oh well! nothing big bout tt... given up on aural long long time ago(: but miracles of miracles! i managed to plod through the sight reading!!! it looked difficult but i could jam out some correct keys! yay! haha. ahh...that's the only comfort...
not much hope left... but still hope i pass(:

2hrs and 40mins before my doom time... nervoussssssssss.... dont feel like taking the exam. anyone wants to volunteer to take for me?? haha. but thanks for all the blessings you people gave me!!! my playing later will be dedicated you guys!!! haha. will try my best...and calm my nerves.
(: enjoying Christ as my jubilee of grace!

Jubilee means having no worry or anxiety, no concer or care, no lack or shortage, no sickness or calamity, and no problems whatsoever, but rather having all benefits; hence, all things are pleasant and satisfying to our heart, and we are free from anxiety, at ease, excited and exultant!!!If we allow Christ to live in us and we live by Him, everything is to our satisfaction; otherwise, everything is a problem, and nothing is a jubilee....

Rest upon Rest
Resurrection upon Resurrection
Released!

wow. i just realised i didnt post anything in august... totally blank...

here's another post... after much of mx's grumbling! hehehe. today was one B-O-R-I-N-G day... nothing interesting to talk about. study study study...piano piano piano... haha. my life's seriously boring de(:

i'm going through a video training now! the messages are really rich... its on the gospel of Luke regarding Christ as our man-saviour! there's this open session this friday and next friday (that means anyone can go) for this friday its on the Man-Saviour and His dynamic salvation (: for next friday, its on the Man-Savior's Teaching on Prayer for the Church to be a House of Prayer (: anyone interested? you are most welcome !!just sms me k!

meant to be posted on Friday...
at that moment i really felt offended and sad. me of all people...i regarded you as one of my best friends in life... so what if you were obviously jealous? no need to call people bimbo and blind... criticise everything that's inside... you almost destroyed my happy day... It may be a tease but you really went too far. may the Lord grant me the forgiveness to forgive you. may the Lord also touch you so that you would not go on offending others too. its difficult to forgive you but i'm trying! sorry!

ah well! besides that, it was indeed the happiest day in the month(: Thank the Lord for each one of you.. i'm missing you all again! argh! haha. The chat with mr quek was super fun... Its just a totally different atmosphere compared to AC...maybe its just the neighbourliness and typical lame jokes that i mostly will catch that makes me feel comfortable and at home ^^ i wish you all, my dearest friends, to press on! be it studies or relationships (hehehe), keep me updated k?!