back to my anxious concern about my results. THERE'S A CHANGE IN INFO!!! now apparently, the results are out on thursday. THIS THURSDAY!!! AHHHHHHH!!! what if.... what if... oh no! i'm fretting over the results thing AGAIN! help!
maybe i need a little chit-chat with you about my results. ok. calm down, joanna! breathe in, breathe out. yupp. that's the way, face the situation cool and calm. like its not yours. ok. IF i don't do as well as i think i should, say... i am no longer able to stay in ac. what would i do? oh my gosh!!! WHAT WOULD I DO?? what if i get a 15 for L1R5? i think i would really break down. but of cos, not in front of everybody unless i can't control myself. which i usually can i think.why affect the mood of those who get x-tremely good results? i mean... that's so selfish right? though we shd weep with those who weep, but its really difficult to stop crying if i'm with someone whom i know will be there for me. i would definitely not head home. maybe to my favourite hideout. yeah. my favourite hideout. haven't been there for ages. don worry, hideout, i will visit you soon. whether good or bad results come my way.
let's look on the brighter side. its better if its thursday. at least i can prepare my spirit for friday night's meeting. right? O Lord!
i seem very negative ya? well, that's the way i am. then you will ask me, if i get good results? well, nothing much. just happy. REALLY happy. but, honest. the percentage of getting what i want is almost impossible.
time to start on physics tutorials.
life doesn't stop cos of worrying.
6 FULL pages.
save me!

today's enjoyment(:
in the mind of Jesus
there is thought for you,
warm as summer sunshine,
sweet as morning dew;
why should you be fearful,
why take anxious thought,
since the mind of Jesus
cares for those He bought?