blinded.

i'm lost.
Lord, lead me...

been thinking about my subject combi and cca.
that's practically the most "popular" topic our OG discusses.
and of cos its one of the only topics we have to chat about.
Lord, have i really chosen the right ones?
PCME. hope to appeal for a fourth H2 subject.

feel like giving up.
its really difficult at times...
i honestly gave my all for o's.
as in REALLY mug like mad.
in return, all i got was the crappy feeling when i stepped out of the exam hall.
sorry, brain. for exerting too much out of you.
and thanks a lot for eventually giving me un-passable answers.

reminded of ~
took me too, too long to see
that this world's all vanity;
i've been through too much to just pretend it's all okay;
give me reality.

prayer meetings's always the best!
just revives me once again.
if only all the sisters went too...
keeps me in my spirit.
transcendent over all earthy things.