wronged.

she doesn't understand.
guess nobody does.
i know of her good intentions.
but still... can't help it!
i don want my height-weight ratio to be more than 100%!!!

actually dinner was delicious.
due to an additional side dish of nagging,
dinner became awful.
so my appetite decreases
which leads to more reprimanding
why must others be part of the blame?
i just don't get it!
makes me sick in my stomach
gives me headaches
unwell... mentally
why can't it be me and only my fault???

sorry for emo-ing again.
it seems that my blogs are soo emo.
i'm definitely not an emo kid.
trust me.

still... this nagging gets on my nerves.
makes me see red
red paint splashing across my vision
makes my face turn black.
boiling
seething with anger
can't help it!

Lord, forgive me
cover me with your precious blood.
cleanse me.

Lord, when i'm bad, i get so sad
it seems to me the Lamb i never knew
but blood was shed, depression fled
so now i hide in You.