this message is dedicated to si pei from the bottom of my heart:

the particular memory of your reply when i asked you if you were a Christian was "must i be a Christian to believe into God? i believe but i'm not a Christian". that really struck me. your hobby about pilosophy and dreams sometimes scares me. other than these(which is the majority), we get along pretty well i shd think. i wish you would stay in ac, but i know you probably wont. in this, i have failed to preach the gospel again.no doubt, i like your personailty, one in which i can totally be myself with you. its such a pity that you're leaving. you were one of the few that i felt comfortable with. a pity a pity. oh well! you have left a footprint in my heart(sounds so mushy). wish you all the best in nj. by the Lord's grace and mercy, i pray that you would enter into the Lord's recovery.
XXX,
jojo