i am going ballistic.
what's wrong with me?
have you ever felt happy and sad at the same time?
and cried your heart out in sorrow but you thought you are happy?
that was exactly what i did and felt.
i really dont know what's wrong....
i feel like crying crying and keep crying...
is it self pity?
people say its stress.
but what if i'm mentally unstable.
many times i feel that the churchlife's what kept me going over the years.
and my engine's dying...
would you be my shoulder to cry on?


Jesus is all the world to me:
My life, my joy, my all.
He is my strength from day to day;
Without Him I would fall.
When I am sad, to Him I go,
No other one can cheer me so.
When I am sad, He makes me glad;
He's my Friend.