it striked me today that reality is harsh.
only one month...yet one can change so much.
i dont know how to describe but i felt sad, worried, and sympathy for you.
i admit life has gone down on you pretty hard.
but i believe that there's something more than it seems to be.
you looked mentally exhausted, depressed...
the glow of a wide general knowledge have gone.
the self confidence have vanished.
where is the old you that i know?
but i guessed, anyone that went through so much would probably look like that too.
including me.
you told me that you were much more emotionally affected rather than physically.
i believe so too.
in fact, if it were me, i would have broken down long ago...
even maybe an extent of giving up my life.
i can sense that you dont have the will and strength to go on.
i pray that the Lord will be your real strength and wisdom...
just draw your supply from Him.
never give up yup?
i have confidence that you can overcome this.
well wishes from me(: