another emotional outburst today! really dont know what striked me. worst still. in front of you. what a first bad impression!really sorry... didnt mean to look so pathetic especially since it was our first chat. Praise the Lord, He put me in your class (: you really got me thinking... gave me so many qns to ponder about.
one of the qns that really left me wondering was "what things have i done in my life that i know its really for myself?" i couldn't answer, still can't answer... isn't life all about living up to expectations? must it be for myself? if it is, wouldn't it be considered selfish? either way, i still have to do what i have to do... so, whats the diff between living for myself or living for others? i guess my search in life hasn't even began.

what is there in store for my future? i really wonder...