09 September 2008

finally over, that's the only relieving part i guess....haiz...its a lady examiner! i'm screwed. the last time i got a lady, i.e. grade 1, i got a 100/150... sounds good ya? but that's the passing grade! one mark lesser and i fail... haiz... what did i do wrongly bout my scales?? she was scribbling like mad after EACH scale! I thought the scales were ok but...so many things to write...something's wrong! and surprisingly she wrote soooooo little for my pieces... any NORMAL examiner would take a longer time to write about the pieces rather thn scales right? i barely had time to breathe btw my pieces and she said " i'm ready for the next piece if you are ready"... missed quite a number of notes... the expressions didnt sound correct... slips here and there... not consistent enough... am i bias against myself or am i bias against myself? haha. aural was a definite fail. i could see it on her face...the 'huh? are you sure this is correct?its obviously wrong!' look...oh well! nothing big bout tt... given up on aural long long time ago(: but miracles of miracles! i managed to plod through the sight reading!!! it looked difficult but i could jam out some correct keys! yay! haha. ahh...that's the only comfort...
not much hope left... but still hope i pass(: