stoning.
anxious thoughts are continuously packing into my brain.
will it explode by tomorrow?
i wish for it to be.
i don't like facing reality unless its good.
which reality never seems to be.
at least i have something else to ponder over.
tomorrow they will be coming(:
hope that there will not be any last minute changes.
i'm quite excited.
but that excitement never seems to last,
when i remember what event comes next.

will i cry becos of utter disappointment?
or will i shed tears of joy?
i wonder...
don't you?