i forgive you.
the three words phrase that is ranked second in my 'difficult to say' list. followed after i love you.
grudges are held... even for me. i can even remember those in K2. imagine! as young as 6 yrs old! what more are the grudges recently... *sign* it is indeed one of the most tough words to say openly and really meant in your heart. i sometimes wish i have a 'deleted' category in my brain to store all these offenses made to me by so many people. i think i'm a very qiao xi person. i recently realised that even a single word can offend somebody. i must take care of what spews out of my mouth from now on. dont wish to hurt others like that person that did to me. oh gosh! i'm reminding myself of tt offense again. why cant it just listen to me and go into the trash can?? argh! cant stand my memory space sometimes. what i'm supposed to memorise wont go in. what i dont want to remember seems to stick to my memory space, so much so that i cant even yank it out! guess i have to live with it. pray that i will be able to forgive them with the forgiveness of God. Lord, i just depend on You. i cant do this myself.