when we have exhausted our store of endurance,
when our strength has failed ere the day is half-done,
when we reach the end of our hoarded resources,
our Father's full giving is only begun.

O Lord. forgive me.
i shouldn't have done it. it was such a waste of time.
vainity of vanities.
i'm feeling terrible.
totally in my flesh.
O Lord Jesus, forgive me.