15 March 2008

Praise the Lord i joined this video training! no regrets... just want more of it now(: i always start off reluctant, cos it meant three weekends gone for my own worldly pleasures... but then again, it always ends with me wishing every weekend could be like that. consecrated to the Lord. tis one of the reasons i am resolved to go FTT. imagine how wonderful it is to simply give yourself to the Lord for TWO whole years!

back to what i enjoyed. the messages were rich, like always... but i didnt have much time to jot my enjoyments down. i was really touched last night concerning the supreme preciousness of Christ. after the message, i was pondering: what exactly is the value of Christ in me? how much have i placed Him above all other things? outwardly speaking, no doubt i spend time everyday, morning revival, bible reading, etc etc. but do i really value Him above all other things? when exams draw near, i willingly transfer this time to studying, thinking it is ok, it is just short term.. this just goes to show that i have not seen the preciousness of Christ to me. i really need to ask the Lord to open my eyes, even to value Him above all other things, to see this preciousness of Christ.
another point i was touched on. i have to see the valuation of the enjoyment of sin in comparison to the unseen reward. i am often obsessed in the enjoyment of sin, not seeing that this unseen reward i am also pursuing is far greater and better. persevere as one seeing the unseen one..
sufferings are just visitations of the Lord's grace. Praise the Lord for all my sufferings! Lord, live an overcoming life by faith in me. i want to be found by You.

*hugs and kisses to the Lord*